Sorry for the month off! While daily blogging seemed ideal, it just isn't realistic. I am allowing the blogs to form naturally! I write better that way!!
I apologize in advance if they seem longer because... well... I'll have more to say... Since I'm not blogging as much!
Quick update:
I've watched two and a half shows/events on TV! The Grammy's, The Oscars, and half-time of the Super Bowl (because... Beyonce, duh!) I also watched a Nina Simone documentary which was pretty darn amazing! I'm sure I'll blog about that because I learned a thing or two from it! Anyway, someone was disappointed that I "watched" television and to them I shared this, "Television is no longer my norm and it never will be again." I went from watching television all the time to having no desire to grab my remote control and that was my goal! Without television, I am on an awesome journey of self-discovery and I'm happy about that!
I'm reading more and looking to making some changes in my life! One of those changes is transitioning to a plant-based diet! If you know me, that freakin sounds impossible. My cousin once told me that when I started eating/craving salad and fruit that's when she'll know that I'm pregnant. Lol to elaborate a bit, I have never been a fan of raw foods!! Salad is gross and fruit never tastes the same... With that in mind, I gave it up all together. I only eat salad when I feel horrible about my eating habits at the time and I only eat fruit in the can.
Why are you thinking of a plant-based diet now?!! Good question... Simply put... I am tired of being unhealthy. I can only go to fast food restaurants so much... And just recently I learned that I have the flu!! (This is more up-to-date, as I found out I had the flu shortly after leaving the tire shop... Again.. Sorry... I'm being lazy) I can't help but wonder if my eating habits were different, would I have the flu?! Would my body be able to fight against such a harsh sickness if I were eating better than I have been and/or resting more! ?! And everybody knows I freakin work like a Hebrew slave... Not because I have to... But I want to! It's just in me to work hard for what I want... *shrugs*
With that in my mind, I'm doing my research and we'll see where I end up. I'm leaning towards a healthier diet.. even if that means training my mind (because it's mostly mental) and my palate to enjoy raw foods and let go of the meat and diary! Jesus, I need your help!!!? Laaaaaaaawd!
So that's what's been up with me!! Keep cheering me on y'all!! Television is no longer the struggle! It's my diet now!! This is exactly why my blog is called 366 days of cray! You never know what you're going to get! It's also why my first blog mentioned this all being about self discovery! I'm really getting to know myself through this journey... The things you'll learn when you give up the thing that's kept you bound... Television robbed me of idle time.. Time to think... Learn... and potentially grow! I couldn't have chosen a better time to rid myself of television! I'm learning... Super dope!
Oh in other news... I'll have an update soon with modeling!! *fingers crossed*!Thanks to my homies who have much more faith in me than I do myself. They are saying that I have the gig already... So following suit... I'm claiming that the gig is already booked as well. I'll let you know when I get the official call/email!
More on that later...
Until next time,
Xoxo Stix
